Post by ||Veto|| on May 18, 2006 21:20:00 GMT -5
Okay I'm truly sorry for not posting this for a long time, but there has been an accident in my whole life. I have relized that I'm really depressed and won't eat. I havn't really eaten for about two weaks. My mothers starting to worry about me and so are my friends. They say I'm ''depressed'' whatever that means. Depressed means crying all the time..well i kinda am but thats not the point. I didn't know where to post this. I might not be on for awhile cause just a weak ago my friend and I got into a car crash making the car start on fire. Someone ran a red light and crashed into us. The last glimpse I saw was my friend getting pushed over to me.
As all of you might know that when a car hits the driver..that the driver is the one that gets saverily damaged. Well my friends in the back got it and well one of them died. And I got a fractured lung and my heart pace isn't doing that good. My friend Ben is in a comma and is fighting for his life. I guess thats really the meaning of life....love since his last words in the car were ''I love you Tasha.'' Well I'll never forget him...ever. Right now i'm bursting into tears...I just can't handle it everywhere I see him. Even in my dreams. I'm starting to deny my trust on the Lord...see I wasn't much of a Lord lover before I met Delightful*hugs*
So i'm sorry if I havn't posted often. Right now i'm on a labtop on one of the hospital beds. I lost alot of blood and I'm quite weak...so please prey for me and my friends.
The friends that were in the car:
Ben(the driver also one in the comma)
me(damaged for life)
Ashley(paralized shoulders down)
Emicka(the one...that died)
As all of you might know that when a car hits the driver..that the driver is the one that gets saverily damaged. Well my friends in the back got it and well one of them died. And I got a fractured lung and my heart pace isn't doing that good. My friend Ben is in a comma and is fighting for his life. I guess thats really the meaning of life....love since his last words in the car were ''I love you Tasha.'' Well I'll never forget him...ever. Right now i'm bursting into tears...I just can't handle it everywhere I see him. Even in my dreams. I'm starting to deny my trust on the Lord...see I wasn't much of a Lord lover before I met Delightful*hugs*
So i'm sorry if I havn't posted often. Right now i'm on a labtop on one of the hospital beds. I lost alot of blood and I'm quite weak...so please prey for me and my friends.
The friends that were in the car:
Ben(the driver also one in the comma)
me(damaged for life)
Ashley(paralized shoulders down)
Emicka(the one...that died)